so this week i bought new clothes and xmass pressies for my friends and stuff but i came to a sad conclusion today as i walked around blancherstdown shopping centre is that it doesn't feel like christmas anymore

that might just be me i dont know its just i used to get excited about buying my friends gifts and even though i am happy with what i got them it just feels i don't know kinda bleh

then again i do live in Ireland! the weather over the past few weeks have been shi* to say the least and i can see why so many people get depressed in this country! nothing but rain, cold wind and heavey fog!

im not sure maybe im just over thinking things! like maybe the recession has something to do with it or maybe im too old? i don't know just thought i'd share that with you!

i did have fun buying new clothes and shopping with my mom! i know it sounds kiddy but it was fun and worth it! moms are great!

anyway those are my feelings this week so far i shall tell you more amybe depending on my week, my mood and generally if i can stop dangerous thoughts clouding my mind! i have excersies to do for that should be fun!

and i might be getting a piano and learning it i love piano!